first love

your first love is the one person whom an innocent falls recklessly in love with him/her, and a rantipole (I.e. reckless, young person) falls silently in love with this person. your first love is gonna pierce your heart, mind, and soul. it’s when you do something out of your comfort zone, when you feel the most alive, when he/she makes you feel complete, or it’s when you feel at bay, like your demons can’t scare you, like you can conquer the world. your first love, is your epic love, it might not be your true love, but you’re lucky if it is. if you lose them, you’ll spend months, or maybe even years, trying to forget what they mean to you, denying the feelings you have. Eventually, something will happen, and you’ll stop denying it, trust me, don’t fight your heart. Stop denying yourself that love, stop feeding yourself that lie that, “I don’t love him/her” when all your heart is telling you is to run to him/her. your first love is real and you’re truly lucky if your first love is your true love.